Friday, March 26, 2010
Although I bitch a lot about Jaume Torres and biophysics, I think I am happy with where I am now. =)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
The tedious lessons weren't the only reason why I don't like school.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sometimes, I don't know what exactly you want from me.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Have you ever felt so unhappy when you know you have no reason to be?
Friday, October 9, 2009
Sodagreen songs are making me feel melancholic. Like there's a certain undecipherable emotion weighing my heart down.
It makes me wonder if I'm going to stay alone forever.
I need a heart-to-heart talk with SPQ soon.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
For reasons I can't grasp, I feel like screaming all the curses in the world, including those extremely rated ones. Annoying puffs of frustration are building in me and I just thought I might transform into a screaming bitch any time soon.
It may seem a little too late to display my teenage angst when I'm already nearing the big 2o. But that's what Uni is making me.
I'm currently fooling myself so that I can stay happily in my own state of denial and ignore the monstrous pile of damn assignments building up behind my back. I'm still trying to force myself into the unwelcoming mood of studying, but every now and then, I find myself turning over my shoulders to check the clock that hung at the back of the classrooms, wondering why the second-hand is ticking so slowly.
There are so many issues to catch up on after being on MC for four days in the past week. My stellar record of not being on MC for the 3 years of my entire poly life has been smashed, just like that.
I have projects to be done and members to get along with. Is it just me or do college students seem so much more selfish? I forsee a lot of conflicts looming ahead, conflicts which I'm not sure if I have the patience or power to resolve. I'm meeting the members for this particular group tomorrow, and I'm not sure how it'll turn out. I hope they are listeners at the very least.
The professors at NTU are too easy to be true. I can't accept how they just skim through the stuff which Jason took an entire hour to explain in the past. The exam papers some professors are setting are ridiculous as well. 50 MCQs? I hardly think that's a good assessment scheme.
And oh how I hate the labs, like seriously. I didn't pay $6000/year to snatch for reagents. I'm terribly missing the labs in TP.
On a brighter note, I have people to hang out with during the long hours of break. But then again, it just reminds me how easy it is to dislike someone. I'm changing, no longer the person I'm used to be. The thing is, I'm not sure if it's good or not.
I would love to continue ranting about the bads of college but the dumbass Microbiology tutorial is screeching for my attention. And by dumbass I mean it's difficult.
Okay till next time.
*floats away*