Friday, March 26, 2010

Although I bitch a lot about Jaume Torres and biophysics, I think I am happy with where I am now. =)

written at 7:30 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The tedious lessons weren't the only reason why I don't like school.

written at 2:05 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Sometimes, I don't know what exactly you want from me.

written at 11:26 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


This is why I love my HW102 group.


written at 10:35 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Have you ever felt so unhappy when you know you have no reason to be?

written at 10:07 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

Sodagreen songs are making me feel melancholic. Like there's a certain undecipherable emotion weighing my heart down.

It makes me wonder if I'm going to stay alone forever.

I need a heart-to-heart talk with SPQ soon.

written at 5:37 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009

For reasons I can't grasp, I feel like screaming all the curses in the world, including those extremely rated ones. Annoying puffs of frustration are building in me and I just thought I might transform into a screaming bitch any time soon.

It may seem a little too late to display my teenage angst when I'm already nearing the big 2o. But that's what Uni is making me.

I'm currently fooling myself so that I can stay happily in my own state of denial and ignore the monstrous pile of damn assignments building up behind my back. I'm still trying to force myself into the unwelcoming mood of studying, but every now and then, I find myself turning over my shoulders to check the clock that hung at the back of the classrooms, wondering why the second-hand is ticking so slowly.

There are so many issues to catch up on after being on MC for four days in the past week. My stellar record of not being on MC for the 3 years of my entire poly life has been smashed, just like that.

I have projects to be done and members to get along with. Is it just me or do college students seem so much more selfish? I forsee a lot of conflicts looming ahead, conflicts which I'm not sure if I have the patience or power to resolve. I'm meeting the members for this particular group tomorrow, and I'm not sure how it'll turn out. I hope they are listeners at the very least.

The professors at NTU are too easy to be true. I can't accept how they just skim through the stuff which Jason took an entire hour to explain in the past. The exam papers some professors are setting are ridiculous as well. 50 MCQs? I hardly think that's a good assessment scheme.

And oh how I hate the labs, like seriously. I didn't pay $6000/year to snatch for reagents. I'm terribly missing the labs in TP.

On a brighter note, I have people to hang out with during the long hours of break. But then again, it just reminds me how easy it is to dislike someone. I'm changing, no longer the person I'm used to be. The thing is, I'm not sure if it's good or not.

I would love to continue ranting about the bads of college but the dumbass Microbiology tutorial is screeching for my attention. And by dumbass I mean it's difficult.

Okay till next time.

*floats away*

written at 7:09 PM

About Caroline


    She studies science and her ambition is to be like those forensic heroes in CSI. In her free time, she likes reading, writing, digital imaging and being a couch potato. And oh, she's a creationist. Her greatest achievement to date is losing those pounds of hers. Of course, she's still fat but not OBESE. Her cranky family consists of five, including a dog who can be immensely destructive when left to his own devices. It is advisable not to get on the wrong side of her because she's not exactly what you would call 'friendly'.

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    "If you can walk, don't run. If you can stand, don't walk. If you can sit, don't stand. If you can lay, don't sit." And that's why I've been in TAF club almost half of my life.

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